十二月 2010 - 日志
This is the last month in 2010.It seemed all the event have been finished.I was really contented for all I have done this year.
For now,I'm just expecting and doing some groundwork for incoming events next year.
Of course, it's the time to run my own errands,and have some rest.I performed my chores,completed my project. Resembling a busy guy.It's really funny,right?
I love to running around allover the country. since when? I don't know.It just seems to be wakened from a deep sleep. Maybe I just tried to retreat from reality or worry.yes,I'm an ostrich. But,traveling really delights me. I can't realize if it's really correct,maybe I'll regret in the future,but who knows what gonna be happened.I willing to risk that.
These violent delights have violent ends,and in their triumph die,like fire and powder,which as they kiss consume.
And if I was wrong, I know I don't deserve this
Don't stay too long, I need to hear those words you use to tell me
From way back when we were just friends
Before this love affair began
Tell me how I love you wins
Or how a broken heart can mend
Just tell me this is not the end
Please tell me now
How the fairy tale begins
Or how it was supposed to end
Please tell me that part again
Ad libs
Now tell me what's wring, I never meant to hurt you, no baby, ooh
Was it the home, the car, or darling all those things we thought we Needed
Tell me even if it ain't true
But baby please don't say we're through
Tell me how I love you wins
Or how a broken heart can mend
Just tell me this is not the end
Please tell me now
How the fairy tale begins
Or how it was supposed to end
Please tell me that part again
Ad libs
I wanna know that
Feelin' that's from way back
A time when it was true that, love was sweet and innocent
When you and I could still be friends
Make all the wrong be right again
Where true love never has to end
Ad libs
Tell me how I love you wins
Or how a broken heart can mend
Just tell me this is not the end
Please tell me now
How the fairy tale begins
Or how it was supposed to end
Please tell me that part again
I really love this song,and really beated by this song!
有朋友说,嗨,你今年怎么这么忙啊?
的确,今年我总是马不停蹄地东奔西跑做各种商业活动,做教练,虽然忙,但我挺开心的,生活依然很充实。
如果明年还有好的比赛机会和赛车,我也会再考虑是不是恢复比赛,但仍在纠结中。
忽然发现,很多情况是复杂的,有时甚至超出了我的承受范围。就像我无法理解各个公司之间的激烈竞争与合作怎么能够在私下的互相拉扯挤、压中竟然丝毫不流露于表面,表面看起来一切风平浪静,暗箱中疾风骤雨。我不敢多踏入半步,做好我应该做的工作、尽可能对每个人都很友善、尽可能不深入与每个人交往、绝不提及别人的状况,脚下有雷——这总让我迷茫又焦虑。
顺便说一下,工作中我发现很多英文能力已经还给老师了,我可以听懂别人讲的,但轮到我表达的时候就会磕磕巴巴,很丢人吧。所以我最近下定决心多念多背,要开口说话——用英文,真的很重要。
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